The Sweet Escape

Sunday, December 10

church was okay today. headed for second service, and left with sissies and debbie at eleven to head for breakfast.
i remember QUACKSTACK'S and my new year resolutions were to attend every second service in the whole year.that will be 52 TIMES.

BUT, SADLY, i think the number of times that i've sat in for a full service, can be easily counted jsut using by fingers and toes.,nothing more.

WELL, this YEAR, has been a year when i was rather far and distant from theLORD. the only regret that i have this year, was placing my studies over GOD.
i skipped many SSS because of tuition, and stopped serving in worship comm.i often went for services, and during the sermons, i would scribble my"to-do"lists, or try very hard to write down some stuff i've memorised the night before.
till today, i feel rather ashamed of myself, as i allowed myself to be so easily swayed,which led to my misplacing of priority.though i prayed regularly, my quiet time was a MESS.A TOTAL MESS. i was constantly feeding myself with the academic knowledge, yet disallowing myself to soak up the words from GOD,

i tried to do quiet time. but thought praying was sufficient," God should understand la"was what i consoled myself whenever i failed to do my quiet time.maybe it was the heart that was the cause of this, i couldnt discipline myself to do it regularly..i tried to do it for a few days, then i couldnt keep up.

but, since God causes everything to happen for a reason. i thank Him for allowing me to realise that what i really need is God. and i thank Him for gicing me the discipline to o my quiet time everysingleday since my exams are over,

NEXT YEAR'S RESOLUTION: be disciplined and have a personal walk with GOD& this time, i wont let anything take priority of the one and only.

class was fun as usual, lindy had the lesson using the small little book" satisfied??"

mummydearest came to pick us up, headed home to change to meet cuzzies and aunties and uncles at e club. we booked the badminton court for two hours, and played and played. i love badminton!:D

meeting up with hte cuzzies was great fun. since we all three had Olevle this year, one had PSLE,. but sad enough, the o called great relationship that we once shared with song and quan, is gone. we were very close,and i mean SUPERDUPERCLOSE.we would meet like at least twice a week, play all sort of games with the boys,have sleepovers,until our parents felt that we were too old to be sleeping on the same beds,but the feeling of close-ness is gone. i don't think it ill ever return. i guess it's just the growing up, growing up is real hard. we lose friends and we gain them. but the friendships we lose, may never be restored.it's hard, but i've sorta gotten used to this feeling.

though i always say that the feeling btween sand//* is very much same, its not the same when there are two people who have left.we've grown up, and we're no more identical already.

t keep friendships strong,i think the only way is to communicate.or else without communication and meeting up, friendships die easily.

parents aunties and uncle went for karoake.
after badminton, we wnet to the gym where we worked out.
BURNTHOSEFATSBABY!

had dinner together at this restaurant, which was quite a nice feeling. though we've grown up and the jokes aren't funny anymore/.

totally LOVED star awards! and i wanna be an ACTRESS when i grow up!
yippie!:D
i think i told or POH or Quack about the roles i can play when i become an actress.
and tust me, i've got serials that ive thought about already!
hahaha. IT'S FUNNY.

GOODNIGHT LOVELIES.OH AT TWELVE AM, WHICH ISHE 11 OF DECEMBER, MOW! happy birthday mummy dearest, vyl and nat baked a brownie at eleven.and at twelve we lighted it and brought the cake to the very surprised mummy, who we woke her up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYDEAREST. LOVE YOU:D

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